
Is it terrible that all I want is to feel like I’m part of someones plans, I just want to make big and small plans like one day it will all happen and even if they don’t or they do I just want to make them anyway. I just feel like no one could ever bare to think of being with me for long amounts of time or in the future and the only way anyone can bare to be around me is as long as they can have sex with me. I know I know it isn’t true but that’s what the voices tell me…













